{"id":767,"date":"2020-08-28T15:40:17","date_gmt":"2020-08-28T15:40:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/?p=767"},"modified":"2020-08-28T15:40:19","modified_gmt":"2020-08-28T15:40:19","slug":"its-4-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/2020\/08\/28\/its-4-am\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s 4 AM"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"500\" src=\"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-1024x500.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-768\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-1024x500.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-300x146.jpg 300w, https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-768x375.jpg 768w, https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-1536x750.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5-553x270.jpg 553w, https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/8-28-2020-5.jpg 1664w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n<p class=\"fonts-plugin-block\" style=\"font-weight: normal\"><\/p>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/audio\/Constant%20Soul.m4a?_t=1598624432\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n<p class=\"fonts-plugin-block\" style=\"font-weight: normal;font-size: 15px;line-height: 1.3\"><strong><em>Constant Soul<\/em><\/strong><br>\u00a0<br>It\u2019s 4 AM and I am wide awake<br>but I slept early so I can\u2019t sleep late<br>and I think there\u2019s a message coming through<br>those inner sanctum correspondence routes<br>and I think God must try to grab my mind<br>before the human part of me unwinds<br>into work mode or Love mode or I just<br>sit and read a book, and then the God in<br>me says go to bed \u2018cause I can\u2019t hear a<br>word that\u2019s said and bland distractions assail<br>me until I simply cannot keep it<br>still ~ my mind, I mean, it just gets up and<br>walks away and even if I plead with<br>it to stay it has a mind, quite quirky,<br>of its own, but knowing my Soul hates to<br>be alone, it circles back to where I<br>wait and wait and where my heart hides, ambushed<br>by its fate ~ 4 AM I\u2019m wide awake<br>but sleeping early, I\u2019m up and thinking<br>bold of you and wondering what you would<br>do if you knew: only you can hold me\u2026.<br>feather, tethered to your heart, Constant Soul.<br>Rock.<br>\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>11-11-2017<br>3-28-18 10:51 AM &amp; 8-28-2020 10 AM<br>by Barbara Helvey Hughes for Peter McKinnon<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":769,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[15,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-767","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-love","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=767"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":770,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/767\/revisions\/770"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/769"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=767"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=767"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hughesgallery.net\/barbarahelveyhughes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=767"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}