Between the Soul and the Outside World, Scooter and Hesse.

Friction (Between the Soul and the Outside World, Scooter and Hesse)
 
At times I feel myself floating toward it ~
you know, that ‘Rumi Field’, only to be
yanked back into this reality, which is, truly,
a finely fine reality for the Lessons I have
asked to receive, during this time.
Still, nothing surpasses the Knowing:
the Beginning and the End are one
and the same.  Lessons.  Circles.  Being.
 
Patience has not been my strong suit
during this incarnation. Perhaps I think
we’ve been gifted enough time to understand…
enough to be Oh! so much more Enlightened,
to “Get it” ~ then I slip and fall back into
my very own Top Ten Replays and remember
we, “Beens”, seem to be very slow learners.
Especially, me.  Ego?  No.  Painful Truths. 
Yes, I am my worst critic ~ that’s the easy part. 
Is it possible to steal one’s own Energy
repeatedly; and, thus, force a Spiritual Stalemate?
 
Will we never be ‘finished’?  Ever Glow with the
wisdom that none of it matters if we don’t
embrace what we requested and why we’re here
at all?  Love?  When ego rises (and it rises often)
we, each, lose. If it rises enough, we’re simply out
of the Game ‘til next time? Maybe returning frequently
is no badge of honour, but rather, simply proves our
stupidity, or our stubbornness, which, in turn, harms
none but ourselves.  Peter and I watched clouds the
other day ~ we saw identical images.  The Power of
Suggestion?  Or, more? Lessons.  Circles.  Being.  
None are a given, nor are immediate ~ all, we earn.
 
The Old Music Master knew.  Glowing Heads.
 
 
 
 
 
7-14-2018/7-16-2020 by Barbara Helvey Hughes